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my greatest tragedy would be to end up like the rest of you, on aim posting up aways with the latest drake lyrics, or talkin bout how much money i [dont] have. lol

to be memorized by friday.

shakespeare; sonnet 43

when most i blink, then do mine eyes best see,
for all the day they view things unrespected
But when i sleep, in dreams they look on thee
And darkly bright is bright in dark directed.
then thou, whose shadow shadows doth make bright
how would thy shadows form happy show
to thy clear day with thy much clearer light
when to unseeing eyes, thy shades shine so?
how would, i say, mine eyes be blessed made
by looking on thee in the living days
when in dead night thy fair imperfect shade
through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay?
all days are nights to see till i see thee
And nights bright days when dreams do show me thee.

Paraphrased by me;
i see things best when my eyes are closed (when most i wink, then so mine eyes best see)
All day i look at what i don't really care for and dont really pay attention to (for all the day they view things unrespected)
when i sleep, i dream of you (but when i sleep, in dreams they look on thee)
You brighten up the dark (And in darkly bright is bright in dark directed)
Your shadow brightens up the dark (then thou, whos shadow shadows doth make bright)
In real life, on a clear day, are you even brighter? (how would thy shadows form happy show to thy clear day with thy much clearer light, when to unseeing eyes, thy shades shine so?)
i would be blessed to see you in real life and not just my dreams (how would i say mine eyes be blessed made by looking on thee in the living days)
I DON'T KNOW...(when in dead night thy fair imperfect shade through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay?)
All my days are dark nights until i get to see you again (all days are nights to see till i see thee)
And my nights become bright days when i see you in my dreams ( and nights bright days when dreams do show me thee)

i love you, marc. marc jacobs that is..

almost time

i cannnnnoootttt wait to get out of school,

i dont think anyones ever had as bad of a senior year experience as me.

swear im so sick of waking up in the morning,

driving in the morning,

seeing the same ugly faces in the hallway,

sleeping in class,

..i can go on & on...

im jss glad it's ALMOST OVER.

on repeat;

They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that' s fading away

You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...

No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't ewait, I can't wait, I can't wait...

It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away

Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how
They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive

I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

team aubrey

of course i'll be buying her pb issue

lol

im in love

next paycheck:

i kinda like these;

& in my dreams of course...

hmm..

maybe i should start blogging again..